Saturday, January 27, 2007

Ok i guess i will do anything but my homework...

Put your music player on shuffle.Press forward for each question.Use the song title as the answer to the question.
Wide range of music!

What does next year have in store for me?Upside Down - Jack Johnson

What's my love life like?I knew I loved you before I met you- Savage Garden

What do I say when life gets hard?Build me up buttercup- The Temptations

What do I think of on waking up?Calling All Angels- Train

What song will I dance to at my wedding?Move Along- The All American Rejects (ohh i dont think go)... ok so i wasn't satisfied so i wanted to see the next song... Have you ever- Brandy (wicked old)

What do I want as a career?Sweet Home Alabama- Dave Matthews BandFavorite place?

Do I ever cross your mind- Brian McKnight

What do I think of my parents?Name- Goo Goo Dolls

What's my porn star name? As you sleep- Something Corperate

Where would I go on a first date?As Lovers Go- Dashboard Confessional

Drug of choice?Try Too Hard- Teddy Geiger

Describe myself. Times Like These- Foo Fighters

What is the thing I like doing most?Crawling Toward the sun- the hush sound

What is my state of mind like at the moment?Photograph- Nickleback

How will I die?You make me wanna- Usher (hahah)

Friday, January 26, 2007

Walking Time Bombs?

I don't remember if I said this before but i work for a non profit and it's a great place to work, perfect fit. I am the youth program assistant / a bunch of other things. Anyway as much as I LOVE working there it has it downsides. If I haven't started working there I wouldn't have even thought about going on the pump and for that i am grateful because I am in such better control and feel so much better. But on the flip side of everything it has opened my eyes up a lot more. I knew diabetes was serious if you don't take care of yourself but even if you do you can still run into complications. Working at there has opened up my eyes to how serious diabetes really is. Diabetes is the topic almost all day long for 5days a week and sometimes 6 days I guess it has freaked me out that it can be inevitable that you will run into problems. I even changed my BS goal from 120 to 100 because I want to be in better control.

I always say that my dad is a "walking time bomb" because he is Type1 Diabetic and doesn't take care of himself at all but then it got me to thinking that arn't we all "walking time bombs" and his is just already LIT? I try not to let diabetes get to me but it just hit me recently. And i don't mean to be really negative but no one else besides you fellow diabetics would understand how I'm feeling, because i know we all have these days. Oh yeah and i promise that there will be a up beat post someday :)... I already feel better after letting that out.

Monday, January 22, 2007


Ive been in this blah mood for the past few days and I have no idea how to get out of it. It just seems like I am sick of everything. Sick of diabetes , sick of school ( eventhough it was the first day today), sick of everything... I am in a rut.. thats an understatement .. I dont know if it was because last year around this same time this date actually ... my boyfriend of over 2years told me out of nowhere that there was "someone else" and eventhough i am completly over it now god trust me i am so much happier and i have met some amazing people since then ... it still upsets me and i think because it happened around this time.. to make matters worse he started going out with this other girl not only a month after he dumped me but on my birthday Valentines day... what a day .. i am a beleiver that everything happens for a reason so it all happend for a reason... anyway sorry i needed to get that out... it snowed today i love the snow its so pretty... but its freezing.... it's been a LONG day so bed time

Monday, January 8, 2007

Remember Me?

Finally I got this to work. So much has happened since the last post. Christmas and New Years has come and gone. Let me try and think what has happened.

My pump broke on Christmas Eve. I was changing my site and it said motor error. So I called MiniMed and there was nothing we could do to fix it. Since it was Christmas Eve they were closed on Christmas and wouldn't reopen until Tuesday meaning I wouldn't get my pump until Wed. You don't realize how much you rely on the pump it made me realize how much I really do love it. A little piece of advice if you don't already do it.. write down your basils so when the pump wont let you look at them you are golden.

In other pump news I started the week of Thanksgiving so it hasn't even been 3months and before the pump my A1C was 8.8 (somewhere around there) and NOW!!! it's 7.0 yay!! I was so excited i cant wait to go back and see how much more its gone down. Plus i cant get over how i feel 100 times better then before.

In work news we just got a awesome grant with a lot of money so i am golden so i don't have to worry about not being kept on for money issues.

I'm back :)